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Sybian and Butt Fucking

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on July 15, 2009
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The problem with blogging a few days after an event, is that it’s hard to remember detail. If I had the chance to write this up days ago, it would have been more interesting.

Last Friday, there was no nooky between me and MasterDoc, but he did let me have a sybian ride. We only had the flattop attachment, as we discovered that afternoon that we had left the others at the last party we went to. I’m fine with the flattop though, as I find the sybian ride is mostly about clitoral stimulation for me.

He let me through three intense, amazing orgasms. During one of them, my hips bucked up involuntarily in a pulsing rhythm.  When I got off, it turned out I had squirted as there was a spray of liquid in front of the attachment I rode. MasterDoc was a little surprised as squirting frequently requires g-spot stimulation on me.

Clever man that he is, he got me all orgasmed out on the sybian, then put me to work cleaning the kitchen floor! The floor was filthy and I had been thinking about cleaning it for him for ages, so in a way it was a relief to clean. But he only had a decrepit old mop to use, and I spent the entire time bending over, as if I was in a field picking cotton. There was no wringer for this cloth mop, so I bent over and used my hands to wring it out into the pail. Not fun. But I have to say the kitchen floor looks so much better!

Saturday night I saw him again, and the details are fuzzy. I know we had great sex. I know the magic wand was used. I remember that I used the tingling Wet Together (for her) lube and that really intensified the feeling of his cock sliding in and out of me. Rowr.

On Sunday, he was’t yet done with me. He bound me face down on the bed, and put the magic wand right near my clit. I struggled to wriggle down enough so I could keep the vibrating head right against my clit. He’d place it right up against me every now and then, and soon I was begging for orgasm. He let me come, and my body tensed against the cuffs binding me to the bed. This would have been enough for me, but he let me loose and got me to the end of the bed. He hadn’t assfucked me in ages, and he was determined to do it. His big cock slid into my tight asshole. It took a moment to accommodate him comfortably in there. He fucked me, and told me I could hold the magic wand against my clit. The weight of the wand eventually became too much for my hand, but in the meantime it enhanced his fucking my ass. It would hurt now and then, but somehow the pain would turn to pleasure. He let me come, and the combination of my full ass and the magic wand against my clit led to an explosive orgasm. I dropped the wand mid-orgasm and kept coming from the feeling of him fucking my ass. He called me a whore, and it made me come even harder.

I was spent after, and my poor hand was stiff and sore from using the wand. But it was totally worth it.

Brief Lull

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on July 14, 2009
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If you follow my twitter, you’re aware that my laptop died on Sunday afternoon. It was working just fine Sunday morning, then I packed up and went home from MasterDoc’s and my computer would not start again when I got home. Davey and I had an adventure taking it apart as per the Dell website and it was surprisingly easy to do. That didn’t work so I called technical support (and paid for it as I’m past my warranty) and it was surmised that the motherboard went bad. Yup, the motherfucking motherboard. (Couldn’t resist that.)

So I ordered a new one but then realized that for just a bit more (motherboards are expensive, you see) I could have a whole new computer, especially if I purchased from the Dell outlet like I had before. By the end of Monday, I had ordered a new laptop. (I would have even bought one new, but I wouldn’t have gotten it until early August. Gasp!) It has shipped and I should get it Friday or Monday if all goes well. Right now, I’m taking over Davey’s computer while he’s not home.

So anyway, I’m very behind in blogging. And I will try to take some time tomorrow morning before work to catch up a little. I’ve missed out so far on telling you about a sybian ride Friday (followed by cleaning the kitchen floor, oh yes, there’s a method to MasterDoc’s madness!), hot sex Saturday night… hot anal sex Sunday afternoon… and a threesome last night. Just a typical week for your favorite kinky librarian.

Review: Love Pacifier

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on July 10, 2009
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I’ve been on a mission to find an anal toy that really stimulates the prostate and makes MasterDoc happy. The latest toy tested in this mission is the Love Pacifier Teaser. It’s silicone, so it meets my standards for a body-friendly, sterilizable toy. The handle looked like it it would help with manipulating the toy to nudge against the prostate.

MasterDoc tried this out on himself. He says it’s good, but not exceptional. The handle is useful, the insert is firm enough to provide some pressure on the prostate, but the toy didn’t slide in easily.

I tried the Love Pacifier Teaser myself - I had recently read a review (thank you Lilly!) for a similar product, and it was mentioned that these sorts of toys are not for thrusting, but instead you should tap against it. I used a condom to cover the Teaser so I could use it vaginally first since it had been used anally before and I didn’t get around to sterilizing it. It fit in my cunt nicely, and when I pushed down on the little dip at the bottom, it pushed the dip against my anal area and the body of the Teaser into my g-spot. Nice! The handle rested against my clit. Tapping on it felt good, and I used the Acuvibe Mini on it to add vibration and that felt great as well. Next I tried it in my ass. I was impatient to try it out so I lubed it up quickly and thrust it in faster than I probably should have. It felt nice, but wasn’t nearly as good for me there as it had been vaginally. I did use the vibe on my clit and get myself off while it was in my ass though.

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Horny Sunday

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on June 7, 2009
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Today, I was really horny. I was determined to lure MasterDoc into having sex with me. I put on some porn, in particular some rough porn that he had bookmarked. (I will share the link but be warned, it’s definitely not for everyone. It’s very rough. Could definitely be triggering for survivors of sexual violence. I also want to state that while this turns me on as a fantasy, I wouldn’t do it with just anyone.) I watch the intense porn, getting wet while doing so. He knows that I’m trying to get him to have sex with me, but he’s intent on getting his Wii Fit done. I take the rough sex porn into the bedroom so I can masturbate. A short while later he joins me as I’ve got the bullet on clit and the curve dildo in pussy. He touches me, strokes and grabs my butt and runs his hands along my arms. He plays with the dildo a bit. I get really aroused from having him help me masturbate. He asks if he should let me come and I beg for it. He thinks on it for a while and I keep pressing the vibrating bullet against my hard clit. When he gives me permission to come, I come hard and loud. (One of these days the neighbors are bound to complain!) I come for a while, and he tells me, “One more, then that’s enough for you.” I ride the waves of sensation into another orgasm. He tells me that’s enough and I stop. He goes off into living room, but I keep watching porn.

After he’s gone, I use the bullet to come again. When he comes back a short while later to cuddle and I tell him I came again, he’s not so sure that it was approved. He asks if I knew I was being bad. I pointed out that I am allowed to masturbate twice a week, so this counted for one. He seems skeptical of my reasoning, but he doesn’t chastize me.

I keep prodding him hoping for more sex. He’s tired and his back hurts, plus he feels that if we’re going to have sex it should be excellent (and not boring) so my blog readers aren’t disappointed. (Yes, he really does think this.) I stroke and then suck his cock til it’s hard, hoping to entice him into sex. But then he has to let his cock go down so he can go pee. (Thankfully, he deferred peeing on me for another day.) He bemoans my extreme randiness. I say, isn’t it every man’s fantasy to have a nymphomaniac?

“When they’re 30. Not when they’re 54,” he says. “When they’re 54 they want a woman who will cook and clean.”

I declare that I want something up my ass. While he’s using the bathroom, I get the ripple butt plug and I finger my clit. He returns and says, “You’re playing with yourself again?” I smile naughtily. He lays next to me and plays with my pussy a little bit - just gently touching it. Eventually tells me to go ahead and put the plug in my ass. I lube it up and slide it in, enjoying feeling full. In the meantime, he’s stroking his cock and getting it hard again. He has me get a condom, and I get up to get one, leaving the plug in my ass. He fucks me from behind while the butt plug is in my ass. He presses in on the plug every so often and I moan louder at these points. I grunt and moan as it feels so good to have two holes filled. I beg to be able to come but he doesn’t let me right away. When he does tell me to come I had backed down slightly from the edge of orgasm and it took a great deal of concentration (and several seconds) to come. But I came.

Afterward, I could have gone for even more orgasms, but I decided I’d better be good and not ask for any more. He keeps calling me a greedy girl. I say I’m just horny.

Weekend

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on May 3, 2009
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I had a good weekend, but of course like all good weekends it went by too quickly. Yesterday I did what was perhaps the most poly thing I’ve ever done - I went to a pig roast with MasterDoc, Davey, J. (who dates MasterDoc and Davey), S. (who dates MasterDoc and Davey) and MasterDoc’s friend (and my friend) Liz. We were also joined by a guy friend of S. and a guy friend of J. Yup, there were 8 of us there and most people were connected in a poly dating sort of way.
I had a blast. There was a wine tasting to accompany it and tons of food. The musicians performing were so bad they were good. Imagine if you will, a very white, middle-aged lady singing YMCA with two middle-aged Korean gentlemen. I mean they sang well and played their yamaha synthesizer well. But it was schlocky. With a little wine in me I was was singing along. *grin* (The sad truth is that I would have done so sober as well. I’m a dork.)

After, Davey went with J. back to her place and I got a ride with S., MasterDoc and Liz. I stayed over MasterDoc’s place and got some nooky. Whoo hoo! (Apparently he had given J. some nooky in the morning then took care of me at night. He’s such a slut. *grin*)

He had me put my collar on and select a couple of insertable toys - one for ass and one for vagina. I chose the new glass dildo I have and a medium-sized silicon butt plug I have. MasterDoc looked at me evilly. “These are both clean?”

“Yes, Sir.”

He held out the butt plug, “Suck it.” I hesitated, made a face and really didn’t want to do it. I mean, I know it was clean, I had washed it last myself with soap and water. But that’s been up my ass - I really didn’t want it in my mouth. He wasn’t going to back down, however, so I braced myself and took it into my mouth. Of course it had no taste as it was clean, but it was hard for me to suck and lick it. MasterDoc, however, seemed pleased that I obeyed despite my not wanting to. And doing so certainly put me in a bit of subspace. Yes, I’m a perv, I get turned on by a little degradation.

I sucked his cock quite a bit. He had me lick the glass dildo to get it wet and he slid it inside me. He got me really worked up by fucking me with it. But, no, I wasn’t permitted to come. He then told me to take over and keep myself worked up. While I don’t usually get off on fucking myself with a dildo (I’m not coming at it from the right angle after all) I did get turned on knowing that he wanted me at the precipice of coming and that he was going to fuck me. When I was good and worked up he put a condom on and got on top of me.

Oh god, I wanted to come so badly. I clenched my eyes shut and focused on his hard cock fucking me. He would vary the pace, tease me a bit. He slapped my face, which just gets me worked up even more. It felt like he was fucking me forever and I had a hard time holding back. I kept saying, “Oh my god!” as it felt incredible and I wanted so badly to come. After what seemed like a tortuously long time I gave in and begged for orgasm. But he teased me much more. It’s amazing to spend the entirety of a round of fucking hovering at the edge of climax.

I was struggling to keep control of myself. I really didn’t want to stay in control. I wanted nothing more than to come. He stops fucking me, keeps his cock deep inside. He says, “Look at me,” and I open my eyes, look him right in the eye and he says, “Come.” For a split second I think, “I wonder if I’m going to be able to - OH MY GOD!!!!” Jesus did I come. I mean, I came really hard. I was a sputtering gasping mess as my body contracted. I leaned upward and grabbed hold of him, pressing my face to his chest. I kept coming and he just kept his cock still inside of me. After that, I needed a little rest.

Whew. I was happy and feeling terrific. Next he had me help him come, I played with the butt plug up his ass while he stroked his cock. He kept giving me instructions as to what to do with the butt plug (angle it towards the front of his body so it gets his p-spot). I played with it intently and it was wonderful to watch his face as he moved towards orgasm. He came, and I remembered my instructions - I played with the spot behind his balls, milking out the orgasm for as long as I could. He kept twitching every so often. I was surprised how long he had me touch him to prolong the good feelings. Rowr.

This morning I got a lot of cuddles, but we didn’t end up having sex as I was feeling inexplicably down. (I mean, how can I feel down after the way he made me feel last night? Seriously.) He made me put some time in on the Wii Fit, despite my feeling totally lethargic, and it improved my mood somewhat. I have to get in some exercise either tomorrow night or Tuesday. Dom’s orders. I’m still feeling lethargic and unmotivated but I will have to push past that.

Review: Lelo’s Liv

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on March 24, 2009
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I was overjoyed when Babeland offered the Liv for review. While my real lust is for the Gigi, I was tickled to get to try another Lelo product considering how much I love my Nea. Lelo toys are so pretty! And they come in nice, black gift boxes.

I couldn’t wait to try it out and get it in my pussy, but my period showed up right after I got it so I had to wait a few days. *sigh* But finally, period ended, I got a chance to try out the Liv while with MasterDoc. I used it as a clit vibe to begin with, and this rechargeable vibe is pretty strong on vibrations. It has five vibration settings, and although personally I prefer a steady, strong vibe the variations are nice as well.

I got worked up but unfortunately not wet. It’s strange how I can be turned on, blood flowing to my nether regions and yet I’m barely wet. Can someone explain this to me? Oh well that’s what lube was created for. I lubed myself up and got to slide the toy inside. It’s gently curved and oh boy is it just right - the tip of it sits right up against my g-spot as its lays inside. I can push down a little on the handle to get the tip to push up a bit more into the wall of my vagina. It was clear to MasterDoc that I had found the right spot. (I think it was my closed eyes and low moans.) It felt wonderful, I’m now even more eager to try the Gigi since it’s shaped specifically for g-spot stimulation.

Overall, I love this silicone, elegant “pleasure object.” However, there is one drawback - the handle. The handle is small, gets slippery when wet and while trying to keep a grip on it you accidentally push the button and change the setting. This is a real bummer because otherwise this toy is excellent. It comes with recharger and a satin bag for storage.

MasterDoc decided to use the Liv up my ass. Now, this is something you would do at your own risk - I’m not recommending it because the Liv does not have a flared base. There is a risk of the toy slipping all the way in and necessitating a trip to the emergency room - and that’s not hot. However, as MasterDoc pointed out to me the handle is thick and the anal sphincter holds the vibe in place at the narrowest part. I remained nervous about it but it also felt really good.

The following day I used it up MasterDoc’s ass (we used condoms for the anal play) and again my one complaint was the small, slippery handle. But overall it did a good job.



Female Condom Saves the Day

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on February 9, 2009
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So going into the weekend being treated for a vaginal infection, I thought I would end up in a sexless weekend. Sure the beating I received on Friday is sexual in a way, but it acheived subspace rather than an orgasm. (What wonderful subspace it was though. I mean I really went deep into subspace.) However, MasterDoc is not one to be thwarted by some mineral oil-based medication in my vagina. Nosiree, he pointed out that he could fuck me up the ass. Fuck me up the ass! I was delighted. It’s been a while since we’ve done that.

So on Saturday morning we spent some time in bed - cuddles, fondling, blow job, etc. It’s a couple of days later so I’m fuzzy on the details. Before we got to the sex MasterDoc had a revelation. “Get the bag from the living room table.” My For Your Nymphomation Big Foot case was out there and I brought it in. In the case was… *drum roll* … a female condom. Ah! As soon as I saw it I realized what MasterDoc had realized - it’s polyurethane, and thereby not subject to breaking down when it comes in contact with oil. Vaginal fucking would occur after all! (I was, and am still, a little disappointed there was no ass fucking. It’s been a while.) We could use baby oil as lube! I’m not a big fan of the female condom, but it did what it needed to for the weekend. And so I was enjoyably and roughly fucked by MasterDoc. A word of advice, use some lube inside your pussy before putting in the female condom - with thrusting it does rub against the vaginal wall and if you’re not sufficiently wet beforehand it can feel really rough.

I was allowed to come - after a teasing comment by MasterDoc that it would be fun to take me to Dark Odyssey not having had an orgasm in a while. Luckily, he’s a very kind Dom and he let me come. The only down side to the female condom is that some of the antibiotic cream came out stuck to the outside of the condom. But I seem to be back to normal now so fingers crossed it’s done its job and I am back to having a totally happy vagina. (It *feels* happy right now.)

Prostate Massage

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on January 24, 2009
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Last night I decided that it was time for me to learn prostate massage. I mean, I knew the general idea of it, and I’ve had my finger up guys’ butts before, but I didn’t know if I had found the prostate or not.

I went looking online for instructions and a few websites (wikipedia and the very hippy sacred spot massage) were useful. I decided to look further for videos, but didn’t turn up any that really showed what to do. They ranged from unintentionally humorous, to just plain bizarre (a song in French about touching a prostate). And unfortunately now I can’t find the one with the candid gay man who gave a good description of what to do. (Wait! I had twittered it - here it is.)

So we went into the bedroom after my internet exploration and I grabbed the lube. MasterDoc got on his hands and knees with his ass in the air. I lubed my finger and then gently lubed his asshole. He tried to direct me and it seemed like I couldn’t get my finger in quite far enough. I tried my middle finger, and it was uncomfortable because of how my other fingers were stretched from each other. We tried again with him on his back, and this time I felt a nubby bit that was the prostate, but still I couldn’t get my finger in quite far enough. I did press on it, stroke it, per MasterDoc’s instructions but I was only reaching the edge of it. *sigh* I was disappointed that my first foray into prostate massage was such a bust. It did feel good for MasterDoc, but I wasn’t quite in the right place. For next time, he suggests I put my first two fingers in together, as that might be more comfortable.

(The part I’ve left out is the initial time I put my finger in last night, and how I felt poo in there and objected. So MasterDoc graciously consented to give himself an enema and cleaned himself all out before we resumed playing. I suppose I should mention it so other people know that, well, shit happens.

Sex on the Living Room Floor

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on January 11, 2009
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MasterDoc likes having sex in the living room. He can multi-porn in the living room - porn on the tv, porn on the laptop. He had two exercise mats when I first met him that he’d use for sex on the floor. One of the mats is gone now, and the other is a bit narrow for some good doggy-style fucking. So when I saw that Liberator had the Escape on sale I thought that would be the perfect addition to his living room. So I decided to splurge and MasterDoc persuaded me to get the king size by offering to pay a little towards the purchase. Now when we put on shows for people interested in bdsm we have a nice, large, cushy space to play. The microfiber cover feels so nice and velvety. Yes, I know I don’t have to review this product since I bought it myself, but I like sharing information about sex toys/furniture with my readers. After all, if I’m going to buy something expensive I sure as hell want to know ahead of time if it’s any good.

So last night we tried out the new mat (even without multi-porning - we were in the middle of watching a movie when we decided to pause it and fool around, so there was just porn on the laptop). He had me set up the laptop on the mat and I immediately went looking for porn. I decided on one called “Alice BDSM anal fuck.” Why yes, I was trying to hint at MasterDoc that I wanted anal, why do you ask? There had been some kissing, cuddling, stroking and whatnot while we were watching the movie, so I was pretty turned on by the time we got down to playing. He had me suck his cock for a while, getting it hard. I like when he grabs firm hold of my hair while I’m going down on him.  We fucked for a bit with me on top and I had a fantastic orgasm while he stroked my body in strategic places. We took a break.

I kept watching the porn, mesmerized and MasterDoc notices everything, “Would you liked to get fucked up the ass?” Yes please! So it was on with another condom and I lubed up my ass in the meantime. He barely got it in and got a few thrusts going, but his cock wasn’t quite hard enough for ass fucking. He relaxed on the couch while my ass yearned to be played with. He stroked himself, and decided that he’d like to come. Not only was he going to come but I was to catch his come in my mouth, and instead of swallowing it right away I was to hold it in my mouth to show him. I played with his ass while he stroked his cock, when he said it was time, I put my mouth up to his cock. Jets of come shot out onto my tongue. When he was finished coming, I showed him the come on my tongue. He then let me swallow it.

I lay back on the mat, still horny. (I can be insatiable at times lately. Once you get me going I just want to keep going and going and going.) I slowly make my way over to the toy bag, and pull out the bullet vibe. “May I masturbate, Sir?”

“You want more??” He let me, and had me get out a toy of my choice before I started. I went for the archer wand. (I love that toy. Just love it! The firm round glass balls at either end are perfect for nudging against my g-spot.) While I used the bullet vibe on my clit he lubed up the wand. He made his way over to between my legs and while I jerked off he slid the wand inside. He thrust it up against my g-spot and I was ready to come in no time. He gave me permission to come and come I did - the firm glass of the wand felt amazing inside me (and my auto-eject pussy didn’t push it out). The combination of wand and clitoral vibe is wonderful. Just wonderful. Finally, this horny slut was satisfied.

At some point in the evening, MasterDoc told me I was a really good fuck. This made me smile. Apparently I’m getting better and better at knowing how to please him and get him off. And he never fails to make me come hard - it’s a win-win situation. I’m very happy.

Friday Afternoon

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on December 21, 2008
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On Friday I felt much better, and just in time to spend a day with MasterDoc. For a while it looked like maybe I wasn’t going to get some sex. He kept saying things like, well are you sure you’re feeling well enough? I kept hoping and hoping. Luckily, he started looking for porn on the internet, a sure sign that sex is on the way. He had me put my collar on.

We went to the bedroom and he had me take my clothes off. I lay behind him, playing with his ass while he watched the porn. (I was so focused on what I was doing that I don’t think I could tell you what type of porn it was.) After a while he said he wanted me to use both my hands on his ass, and he got up on his hands and knees so I could get a better reach. And I must be getting better at massaging his ass as he said it felt really good and that I have to do that again. I pressed the back of a finger up against his asshole. That seemed to elicit a great response. I got into the massage, the positive feedback just made me want to do it more and better. All went well until I discovered a little bit of shit on my finger. Yes. Well. I told him what was going on and he said, “How did you let me get out of the bath without taking care of that?” But the fact is he probably took a shit sometime after his bath. I didn’t freak out, I think that’s a sure sign you’re devoted to someone - when you find yourself with their shit on your hand and you calmly say, “Well, um, I’m gonna go wash my hand now.” Of course MasterDoc had to torture me with jokes about, “What you’re not going to lick it off?” Ew ew ew. Thankfully, I know he’s not into scat. That’s something I just wouldn’t be able to handle. So I washed my hands thoroughly and he washed his ass in the tub. He’s a considerate Dom.

Everything clean, we went back to bed. I wish I had had time to write this yesterday because my memory is fuzzy at this point. I know we fooled around more. I sucked his cock for a while. He gave me pointers as always as to things I should be doing. It’s funny how if in a vanilla situation you sit there and tell your partner exactly what to do to get you off, it’s kinda annoying, but when you’re a sub and your Dom tells you precisely what he wants it’s hot. Latest thing for me to remember - change positions. It’s hard to get good neck rotation, so the same spot ends up being stimulated, but if I would change position part way through without him telling me then I could adjust where he’s being stimulated. I will remember that for the future.

He fucked me while I was on hands and knees. As usual he teased me, getting me close to orgasm. I begged as always for release. No matter how many times we do this whole orgasm denial thing it still gets me totally hot and in a frenzy. I can’t get enough of it. It feels so amazingly good. He spanked my ass a bit and I begged some more. Eventually, he let me come and I screamed, panted and fell forward a bit, my face into the mattress. He’s gotten good at not letting my vaginal muscles push his cock out while I come. Eventually, they did do their thing and he had me lay forward and catch my breath. I was in this delightful subspace, dazed and happy. He got a phone call then, it was Liz with a problem with her flight home for the holidays. It was hard to be pulled out of subspace so quickly. I would have loved time to come down. But on the other hand a friend was in crisis so what can you do? I tried to relax as he dealt with her on the phone.

After things were settled, he had me get on top and ride his cock. It’s amazing how I find stamina when I’m on top. Normally I’m so out of shape that any physical activity gets me tired in no time. But when it comes to sex, I find stamina. I slid myself up and down on his hard cock. I moaned and panted, he would thrust his hips up towards me, getting in deeper. When he gave me permission to come, he stroked my body, he knows just the right spots to touch me to make it more intense. I fell forward and cuddled with him for a while. The phone rang again, and as he spoke on the phone I motioned to him, asking if I could get off his cock (I don’t do that without his say so). He indicated this was fine so I got up and got some water.

I’m disappointed that this account doesn’t really convey how hot it was. I got very much into subspace and it was delightful. It’s like being on drugs without the drugs. I feel dazed after we stop and totally blissful.